Wednesday, October 2, 2013

long lost blogging

I know its been a long time since I've blogged and for those of you that follow I'm so sorry!!! Things have been crazy.  

The baby shower was amazing!! I hope everyone that was able to attend had a great time no matter which one they attended.  I am thankful for everyone that has helped us celebrate our little girl.  She truly is a miracle after all she has been thru.  I cannot believe it's almost time for her arrival.  And we cannot wait!!! She will be perfect in every way! My favorite thing of all is the homemade blankets we received they are so meaningful and heartfelt.  I know Charlotte and I will both love them and use them all the time!! She will use them for as long as possible!

Second thank you to everyone that has posted the fall pictures and sent me the fall pictures! I love them all!! Hopefully Charlotte and I will be home before the end of the month.  Yes there is an end in sight!! I hope everyone is remembering to be thankful when they go outside and take in the fresh air and the great smells of fall.  I cant wait to get home and make a homemade apple pie :) I'm sure the hubby will love that! 

I know quite a bit has been going on in our government and politics since I've been in the hospital and I'll be the first one to say I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IS HAPPENING!! I know some people are thinking what is wrong with me I should know what is going on.  Well as much as I'd like to know every bit of details it truly scares me and confuses me on how our government has so much going on.  But one thing I am sure of is I'm grateful for the great country I live in.  We have amazing healthcare which I know I'm certainly very thankful my husband and I have amazing health insurance otherwise I would have zero money for when I leave the hospital if we didn't.  And no this isn't a rant about health insurance or the lack of for some people its just me stating I am thankful for what I have.  

On another note that is one thing I am sure of especially as of lately.  I am sure that I am very thankful for all that I have.  I am thankful for my friends, my family, the job that I had, the house I live in (when I'm not living in the hospital).  I am thankful for every little thing I have in my life.  Although I may not have all the money in the world one thing I do know for sure is that no amount of money would buy all the love that I have in my life or the happiness my life brings me.  It has been an emotional few days as I miss home more and more.  The thought of what I will have when I go home truly makes me happy - although my husband and I thought we would be able to have our own place before our daughter arrives atleast I have my parents house to go to where I can have the help we need.  No one has the perfect life lets face it we would all like to say we do but I realize as long as I am able to breath and talk to/see my loved ones I have all that I need and that is what keeps me going every day is that I know I have everything I need to see me thru this rough time. 

My closing thought for the night...Everything happens for a reason.  Even though I am not a go to church every Sunday as most of you know-- I am sure of this if God brings you to it he will bring you thru it.  So if you are struggling know that you are strong enough to get thru it.  If you don't believe that you can make it thru whatever it is you may be going thru just remember this as someone once told me you are a strong intelligent human being with alot to offer! You can make it thru anything <3

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